What is your mood???

[dina]

oh sweety i hope ur feeling better now hun that 's bad

[Jimenem]

I'm in a fairly good mood. As it turns out, the day I skipped school, My teacher was sick, so I didn't miss anything. And the speech I was supposed to give today. .. . I don't have to give it till FRIDAY!!!! YAY!

[Clemmy]

I am in a good mood too... it's sunny and things are going pretty well so far...

[thecablegal]

My home life sucks. I'm throughly depressed.

[quirky]

I feel tired and sad today.

[fluffy]

hell, i feel like a pony tied to a fence..........and all the juicy green grass is on the other side, and all i've got is the scabby brown grass to chew on..........lol......

i have itchy feet again............it's been coming for a while......but i feel like a life changing experience.....lol..........
it's just that you get bogged down with obligations and expectations.............i have so much more to achieve........so much more i am capable of acheiving.................but how on earth do i go about it??.....lol.......................

so you see......i'm a restless little pony at the moment...........lol........
but they do say the grass is always greener..........hell, i'm so restless...........i periodically re-invent myself.......lol.....it keeps life interesting.................lol

i could get a teaching job abroad somewhere.............but i don't wanna teach......that's nothing new............lol...........

god life's confusing at times..............lol

i guess i need a chill pill or something.............lol

fluffy

[Clemmy]

Sometimes we need a break, a change or something else that it doesn't seem clear at the moment... it might be there in front of our eyes for us to grab... but we do not see it... and all that energy inside, crying to be released, making us relentless...

[thecablegal]

My life was put into perspective about an hour ago.
I was speaking with a friend whom I haven't spoken to for a few months. She still goes to my old high school, and she was telling me all of the latest news.
We had the same tutor for 3 years when we were there, and he was the Music teacher. He drummed it into me so much that I wanted to become a musician. He loved his job, and he loved his students, for a couple of years, he was my hero.
This evening, I found out that he has gone deaf. His career as a Music teacher is over. This is the worst news that I have heard in a long time. Part of me felt bad for all the times I resented him as a person when I was attending the school.

And I think my life is bad...!!!

He's a MUSICIAN in a silent world. He was a fantastic musician too. He taught me all of the basics of Music, and developed my love for sound. I can't even imagine what it'd be like to not be able to hear my own music. It's so awful that it makes me want to cry. This guy directed me to my future, and my chosen career. His is over, it's SO awful.

[Conor]

some of the greats went deaf.....but it was so sad.





oh and my mood???


umm.....feeling pretty sick with a touch of sadness mixed with a touch of happy.

[Clemmy]

I put my life into perspective continuously... I'm always looking at the "half-full glass" side of life. I close family friend developed Alzheimer's disease... she was a very active lady with a sharp mind and good heart. Sometimes, it breaks my heart to see her in such a state... She remembers me... she does remember people she met before de disease... but afterwards, her memory deteriorate in such a way that she sometimes does not recognize her grandchild.... and she needs care all the time, cannot be left alone. This is somebody who was used to taking care of others, look after the family...

I am sorry about your music teacher thecablegal, I am sorry for this lady friend. I just try to live my life to the fullest, meaning with passion... we do not know what can happen in the future!

[quirky]

Scared and lonely.

[Eskarpin]

Scared and lonely?? As in shout?

Clemmy, I work with people with Alzheimer. ..... really is a so much, very sad illness for whom it suffers as for the relatives.

[Clemmy]

I am tired, but in a good mood...

Hey quirkette... don't feel lonely... you have us!

Eskarpin, congrats! Working with people with Alzheimer's must be very hard...

[Eskarpin]

I like to work with them. .... they are special. ... I am desiring to work again for them.

[Clemmy]

Good for you...and for them

On a different note, I ran into a friend today... it has been a while since I last saw him... He is from Spain... Well... I gave him a kiss and a hug... then, he looked at me and said: "that's such an 'Americanish' hug..." I looked at his piercing green eyes and we laughed... Damn it... I should have given him a "proper latinish" hug...