It's a beautiful day where I live Canadian Jayne and I still feel a little lost, maybe is a good word for it, I'm not really sure why either I had a really good day at work and the people that know me would never have a clue, I guess it's worse when we're alone, for some reason lately I just cant seem to get and or keep myself motivated for much of anything which is very unusual for me I find I would rather just stay at home alone most of the time than hang with friends maybe that's it maybe I need to get myself out more maybe I'll work on that life is short and I see people passing away every day and that makes me sad we just don't really ever know, one of my regular customers lost a child last week and she was only 6 years old and full of life she just died in her sleep still waiting for answers, and yes with everything that is going on in the world today that's sad in itself oh well what can we do about it I think I'll rest a little and do a little house work maybe we will all feel better soon have a good evening my friend..